TGIF!!!!

Well TGIF because I am about to go out of my mind. What a week. I have stressing about this happy hour party that I am having my place after work with my coworkers. I had to clean the house from top to bottom then go grocery shopping. Alot of work. I think I finally got the final count today. I am having about 7 or 8 people come over. So, that isn't too bad. I am cooking a brisket in the crock pot and we are also going to have nachos, taquitos and something else. I am also making some margaritas. Yummy!!!! We shall what happens tonight.

Narrow minded people...can't stand them. Yesterday one of my coworkers told me that she use to talk about me. She thought I was gay. I was like "yeah I get that" Just because I have my hair was super short. Come on people. Never judge the book by it's cover. Then she went to on to tell me that when she heard that I got engaged she asked whoever was telling her about my engagement "To what???" They said to my boyfriend. Then she said "Oh, I thought she was butch" I am looking at her like she is crazy. But in my head I am picturing myself slamming her into the wall but I played it off cool and just told her that I keep my hair short is because I am lazy and don't have time to deal with hair. I told her that I love men.But at the same time I was thinking "Why am I explaining myself to her???" This coworker is the type that isn't afraid to say anything. Sometimes she can be really say gross and inappropriate things and it really throws me off. I am surprised that no one hasn't filed a complaint on her. I use to get looks all the time from people because of my hair but I would just blow them off or if I was really irratated I would tell them to take a picture it would last longer. Now I hardly get any looks because my hair is growing out. I am trying to grow it out so I can have a pixie haircut like Mia Farrow in Rosemary's baby. I love that haircut. I am a tomboy at heart. I dress in sweatshrits and t-shirts and jeans. But when I go somewhere nice I always dress really nice and throw everyone off. Sometimes I like to throw people off. I like to see their reactions when I do something that they don't expect. This week I have been really emotional or real sensitive with my feelings and that is because Flo is here this week. I can't wait until I get back to my normal self again. I wanna say a shout out to Eliza for cheering me up this week thru her journals and pics. Thanx for helping me be proud of who I am and just loving myself!!!!! Your love is contagious. Everyone spread love and happiness!!!!!

This past week has been crazy. Well, also on the subject of Anna Nicole Smith. That story is just so sad. That is probably part of the reason I am sad. No, I may not of known her but knew who she was and was just sad by her death and just worried about her daughter. I just hope everything works out in her favor. I hope she will be able to be buried next to her son and not here in Texas where she would be all alone. That just wouldn't be right. I think they should release her body asap because she needs to be laid to rest so her family can move on. This story is just sad. I really think she died of a broken heart from losing her son. Well now Anna is at peace with her son. RIP Anna Nicole Smith. Still can't believe it.

Good news this past week....it snowed here in Texas again!!!!! yes!!!!!

That is all for now!!!!!